So I think I'm finally going to buckle down and attempt some form of challenge. I always see these different challenges everywhere and they all seem like a fun idea but for some reason I can never manage to convince myself to actually try any of them. I seriously thought about giving nano a try but 50,000 words for my first attempt seemed like a good way to commit suicide so hopefully this will go better. So, voila! Here's my table for un_love_you . Let's hope I manage to post this right. I claimed Claire, because she provides so many fabulous opportunities for angst.

01.	You were right about me.	02.	I was wrong about you.	03.	This cancels out the hurt.
04.	I need to want you.	05.	You can be like me.	06.	I want to need you.
07.	Prove it.	08.	I'm cruel.	09.	Always wondered what this'd be like.
10.	I'm broken.	11.	Thought I needed this.	12.	I'm drunk.
13.	I want to hurt you.	14.	I'm awake and you're breathing.	15.	This is my desperation in action.
16.	I want to break you.	17.	Wish I didn't love you.	18.	I pity you.
19.	This isn't about you at all.	20.	I hate you, you bitch.	21.	You'll do.
22.	I hate myself.	23.	You remind me of me.	24.	I want you to hate me.
25.	You remind me of someone.	26.	I can be like you.	27.	Author's Choice.
28.	Author's Choice.	29.	Author's Choice.	30.	Author's Choice.

Title: Broken Nails and Hand Grenades
For: tellshannon815 
Pairing: Shannon, Boone, maybe a little Shannon/Boone, I guess it depends on how you look at it.
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: Angsty. My first time writing anything with these two
Notes: Oh my god you guys, it's been way too long. A broken computer and a hospital stay are to blame. This is just a quick drive-by entry with my Lost HoHoHo assignment. It's a little different than what I usually write, I hope you enjoy it anyway.
Note Number 2: Broke nails and hand grenades? Sorry about the atrocious english guys, I had to post that in like 3.4 seconds last night.

 

( He’s always been a logical guy. Two plus two always equals four, and when a bullet tears its way through your chest there is no coming back from that.  )

 

 

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Alright everyone, seriously. Go to sara_wolf 's journal right now and go tell her how pretty her fic World Upside Down is. Right now. Because it's finally happened....SOMEONE FINALLY WROTE A MATT/CLAIRE FIC. And it's angsty and pretty and I've been waiting for someone to join the crazy band wagon that is Matt/Claire for forever so...go. Read it. Now. Click me. You know you want to.

Hello my babies! I haven't updated in..oh.. like five weeks or so but..I have fic! The universe kinda completely and totally fucked me over today (I'll never understand how people can be so so shitty) so I've decided to solve that problem by hiding in my room and resorting to fandom until I stop hating the world. I hope you guys enjoy, this one is kinda new for me.

Fic: Silver Bullet (title stolen from a Hawthorne Heights song)
Pairing: Peter/Claire
Rating: pg-13
Spoilers: Season three premiere
Warnings: angst? slight incest
Word Count: 1433
Author's Note: Also written for un_love_you , prompt #24, I want you to hate me

 

( He does all of this for her, and it's his inability to stay that she hates him for.  )

Holy crap you guys...I haven't updated or written anything in over ten weeks. That is way way way too long. School's been a bit of a problem and the death of my laptop definitely isn't helping the situation but I finally sat down and attempted something for 60 minute fics/one of my
un_love_you
 prompts. It's definitely not my favorite thing ever but I wanted to get back into the groove of things or whatever so hopefully it isn't too bad. And by the way, I had no idea it was so hard to write a fic in an hour. I'm pretty certain I went a little over but for anyone interested the picture prompt was a descending staircase and I used prompt 22, I hate myself, as well.

Title: Damaged
Pairing: Peter/Claire
Rating: PG, PG-13 for angst maybe
Warnings: Incest, angst

So holycitygirl made my morning by tagging me in her list of people that make her day so I figured I'd return the favor to someone else. I'm sure most of you have already seen this meme but if you haven't make sure you post it  and tag ten more people to keep the love going!

1. holycitygirl
2. loveshinex
3. ohhfantastic
4. freetheelves2
5. slynn6776
6. dragonydreams
7. velvetwhip
8. missmara
9. blonderocker
10. muzzy_olorea

You're all wonderful fic writers or magnificent  graphic or video makers and you've all made my day at one point or another so thank you! Now go, pass on the love :)

For all my Lost f-listers that actually like Charlie:

Go. Watch. Be sad with me.

Definitely contains spoilers.

Alright, so, this is my entry for the first round over at heroes_fest. I had something else I had been  working on saved to my laptop but unfortunately that's still out of commission so I had to start over with something completely different for my prompt. I'm not sure I'm 100% satisfied with it but unfortunately I'm out of time so forgive me for any mistakes you find, I didn't have time to get it betaed. It's like 5:30 in the morning, I can barely keep my eyes open, and I'm pretty certain the deadline is in a few hours but at least it's finally done. Goodnight you guys!

Title: Catalyst (stolen from the Anna Nalick song, I'm too tired to think right now)
Pairing: Claire/Mohinder
Rating: Slight R
Spoilers: Ummm..none really. In fact, this is wildly AU. I haven't watched season two so this is just set in my own little world.
Warnings: Kinda angsty, AU
Author's Note: Um, you might want to read this for this to really make sense. In my world Peter exploded, Mr. Bennet died trying to protect Claire, and she's now staying with Mohinder while he tries to find a cure for the virus. I hope that makes sense. It's not really crucial if it doesn't.

Sorry guys, no fic here, this will officially be the first just random rambling post in this journal. This semester I'm taking British Lit: 19th Century British Novels, Intro to Social Work, Cell and Molecular Biology, and a political science class. I'm a stones throw away from being a junior and I still have no idea what to pick for my major. I've taken everything from art appreciation, intro to logic, human sexuality, botany, british literature, developmental psychology, technical and scientific writing, intro to sociology, anthropology...and a large number of regular courses I won't even go into. Years of listening to "you can be whatever you want to be" have led to me wanting to be a surgeon, a teacher, a social worker, a writer, an ambassador...you name it, I've probably considered it. This is the last semester I have before I just have to pick something and my academic advisor has pretty much just reached the end of her rope so I guess the point of this is, if you're still reading this for the love of god SOMEONE GIVE ME A MAJOR. 

Title: Saved
Pairing: Jack/Shannon
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angsty, AU
Disclaimer: Not mine
Author's Note:
Alright, so, for some insane reason instead of starting and finishing my British Lit essay that was due today, this is what I was working on at 3:30 a.m. this morning. This is sort of a companion type piece to my first Jack/Shannon fic but you don't really have to read that to understand this. If you'd like to though, you can find it here. Not sure if it really fits the bill but I hope you like it anyway.

On a side note, for some insane, unfathomable reason I've become ridiculously preoccupied with thinking about nano lately. If there's anyone actually reading this wordy author's note, please pull out a taser and put me out of my misery. Including this fic I've written a total of six rather short one shots my entire life, college is kicking my ass, and we're already 8 days into November. I don't think my brain is actually comprehending how long 50,000 words actually is but for some ridiculous reason I might actually possibly want to attempt this. Please, for the love of god, someone stop me. Now that I've put you through all of that, on to the fic. Oh, and all mistakes are most definitely mine.

So...this is officially my first attempt at Heroes fic. I'm always beyond nervous dabbling in a new fandom so I hope this turned out okay. It's Paire, because I can't get enough of them and it's super angsty because apparently someone's been shooting me up with hormones or something when I wasn't looking.

Title: Remembering
Pairing: Peter/Claire
Rating: Um, PG-13, maybe light R for possibly disturbing imagery
Spoilers: Definitely the end of season one. Set in the beginning of season two but since I haven't seen a single episode of that season yet I don't really think that counts as a spoiler
Disclaimer: Not mine
Warnings: Definitely angsty. And AU, because in my head they aren't related. Unless you want to think of them that way, if so knock yourself out. It doesn't really affect the story one way or another. Oh and it's unbetaed, because it takes a miracle for me to actually write anything so I haven't really gotten around to getting one yet.

For anyone that's interested, I've been spending far too much time on youtube lately so I thought I'd share some of the gems that I've found.

*Squee* I'm not sure who, but someone nominated Drowning in the Lost fic awards and I just wanted to say thank you so much! This is officially my first nomination ever, and no matter what I'm beyond excited about it. I know Jack and Shannon aren't exactly a very popular pairing, so I'm glad people were still able to enjoy it. A ton of fantastic stories were nominated this round, and thanks again to whoever nominated mine!

Title: Drowning
Pairing: Jack/Shannon
Rating: Mild R
Warnings: Angsty and one of the vaguest sex scenes you'll ever find
Disclaimer: Not mine
Author's Note: Thanks to holycitygirl for the beta, this would've been a lot more confusing without her. This is officially my first Lost fic and my first real fic so I hope everyone enjoys.

So this is just a short little thingy I wrote for ink_stain's "75 Things to be Happy About" ficathon that I stole from pirateygoodness's page. You can head on over to http://ink-stain.livejournal.com/1020123.html to participate. I think we could all use a little more fluff in our lives. Now, on to the fic. It's not very long and again, unbetaed, but I hope you guys like it anyway.

Title: Making the Right Decision
Pairing: George/Izzie
Spoilers: Up to the season three finale
Rating: PG/PG 13
Disclaimer: Definitely not mine
Promt 27: Getting what you want and what you need at the same time
Author's Note: I'd like to repeat that I'm definitely more of a lurker so I hope this turned out okay.

So..I have no idea what I was thinking with this. For the most part I'm 95% lurker, 5% writer so I don't know what possessed me to write anything to begin with but on top of that I'm kinda obsessed with the whole George/Izzie thing so...I have no idea what I was thinking with this. And since I never write or really use livejournal at all this is unbetaed and my journal will probably always be kinda bare like this but I did want to credit profoundly_grey for the icon. I'm not really sure if that's the normal way people credit when they take icons but I didn't want to be a thief so..there ya go. Forgive me for this. I LOVE Bang and Gizzie but I hope at least a few people enjoy this.

Fic: Red Velvet Cake
Author: stolen_kisses87
Rating: PG, maybe PG-13.  Definitely nothing even close to bad
Pairing: umm...Burke/Izzie (I KNOW)
Disclaimer: All of this belongs to ABC and Shonda Rhimes and probably several other people that have nothing to do with me.
Spoilers: All the way up to Desire
Summary: He knew she'd pick the red velvet cake.